HMMM, QUITE AN INTERESTING STORY! ITS TRUE THAT SOME PEOPLE …

Comment on Reader Questions: How was your life as a Single? by PSALMSCENE.

HMMM, QUITE AN INTERESTING STORY! ITS TRUE THAT SOME PEOPLE SIN WITH THE FEELING OF ‘IMPUNITY’. I COULD REMEMBER ALWAYS HAVING THIS THOUGHT THAT THE FIRST LADY I WILL ‘GIVE IN’ TO WILL BE MY WIFE AND THAT ON MY WEDDING DAY, BUT THAT HAS CHANGED DUE TO THE INABILITY OF MY WOMAN TO EMBRACE AND PRACTICE ABSTINENCE. EVEN THE FEW TIME I GAVE IN TO HER DESIRES, MY HEART KEPT SMITING ME AND I WOULD NEED ASK FOR FORGIVENESS TIME AND AGAIN. I WAS IRRITATING TO MYSELF AND KEPT REMEMBERING ‘IF OUR HEARTS CONDEMN US, GOD IS GREATER THAN OUR HEARTS AND KNOWETH ALL THINGS’, BUT I COULD NOT HELP THE SITUATION EITHER COS I WAS TORN BETWEEN MAKING MY WOMAN HAPPY AND PLEASING GOD. THE CLOSER I STAYED WITH HER, THE FARTHER I WAS AWAY FROM GOD AND I HAD ALWAYS BELIEVE REAL HAPPINESS LIES IN MAKING MY WOMAN HAPPY. I WAS WRONG! THE MORE I THRIVE TO PLEASE HER AND MAKE HER HAPPY, THE MORE SHE WAS INSATIABLE. I DEFIED ALL WARNINGS TO BREAK ALL TIES WITH HER, BUT I WAS DEEP IN LOVE WITH THE THING I DREADED MOST STARTED MANIFESTING AND MAKING ITSELF REAL. I HAD TO DECIDE BETWEEN CHOOSING BETWEEN THE NOW AND THE FUTURE, THE FUTURE LOOKS MORE ENTICING! BUT BEFORE I COULD DECIDE I WAS CAUGHT IN THE WEB! I BECAME A M******R! I LOST MY PEACE AND SANITY TILL I SAID ENOUGH WAS ENOUGH OF ALL THE MESS I PUT MYSELF INTO. I AM HAPPY AND CAN FOCUS AFTER REGAINING THE LIBERTY WHEREIN CHRIST HAS MADE ME FREE, NOT BECAUSE I AM NOT READY TO TAKE UP THE RESPONSIBILITY OF A MAN BUT BECAUSE I LOST THE BATTLE WITH MY CONSCIENCE.

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